So I JUST found this blogspot that I had 3 years ago, almost 4. How freaking crazy is that?!?

I love myself.

I just cannot wait to find a place in life where I like myself, my job, and my friends. I am back in Reno (again) it's not as fantastic as I had imagined it though. It's not as shiney without all the friends I knew when I lived here. Now I instead feel old, tarnished, and unspectacular. It's kinda saddening. :( I think I have a disease: the grass is always greener.

I don't know how I'm going to find that station in life where I'm happy. It kind of frightens me :(